被荒废的部落格

很久很久很久了....

这里让我感到有点陌生。

很想找回之前的认真...之前的积极。

考试要到了。

但为何我还是没有一点儿紧张呢？

为何我还坐在这电脑桌前，而不是书桌呢？

神啊~救救我啊。

雨天...

人生第一次在cyber cafe贴部落格.....
雨天...
有点令人讨厌....
因为种种原因....
但,
有时雨天让我活在自己的世界里....
想想以前,
想想现在,
想想未来....

想想以前比现在好?
还是现在比以前有进步?
我想,
未来应该会更好!
以前的我总觉得把书读好,
毕了业再打算......
但,
人生不应该只是这样...
18岁了...也就快19岁...
总该做点贡献....
不管对家庭,
对社会,
还是对国家.....
但,我还不知我能做些什么?

雨天........你过得还好吗?

你是不是真正的快乐？？

你不是真正的快乐。

那天，
在一个深夜的广播节目里，
听到了这首歌......

虽然已不是第一次听了。
但，
总觉得别有一番领悟....
快乐。那是什么？
这是人们常问的.....
现在，
可能我会回答你：“当我一个人静静时是最快乐。”
以前的我会说：“和姐妹们在一起的日子最快乐。”
回想那时候，
真的很快乐。
不约而同的出现在每天早上的食堂；
很有默契的一起旷课；
最爱在一起讲八卦；
一起去练习；一起迟到.......
因为当时并不会带着虚伪的面具对人，
每时每刻都是那么的真。


你们一定会问：“现在不快乐吗？”
不是的.........
可能是比以前成熟了吧～
已不再像以前那样的爱热闹了。
可能是环境吧......
也可能是网络越来越高科技了，导致人类变懒了。
哈～
其实，
静静一个人听着歌的感觉也很好啊。
至少不必担心周遭的人对你的看法。
可以抛开许多许多东西......

你是不是真正的快乐？？
你是吗？
还是你也只是在虚伪的笑着？

holiday programes....

holiday...holiday^^
hahax......
after the terrible exam....finally mid year holiday is arrive d.....
before the holiday,i aready hang out wif my frens......

thursday~
ming, fern and shin......
ming is going bek to kl and start her college's life....
so v hang out and had lunch 2gther at gurney.....
finally v end our gathering wif the movie "the night at the musuem 2"
although fern and shin are in penang, bt i oso seldom meet them....
all of us are busy in our study...
actually v plan to watch the "angels & demons".....
bt.....
bcoz of our bad habit......
v had missed it.....
haizx......
bt the "night at the museum 2"is oso vy interesting......
v enjoy it very much.....
reli cnt imagine whn all the thing in the museum is activated....
hahax.....
by the way,
i enjoy the time wif you all.....^^

saturday~
i was invited by one of my fren to join their mini concert at chung ling high school.....
NO MUSIC NO LIFE mini concert 2009 is actually a singging competition
within all the form6 students in penang......
yeah^^
i meet many frens in the concert.....
the concert is good....bt it can b better......
i had voted for no.21 bt he did nt won in the cmpetition....sad=(\
there were many programmes in the concert.....
for example, orchestra, harmonica solo, dance performance, band ......
i like the band ...hehex^^
i was reli high and excited during the concert.....
^^

sunday~
hang out wif mr. tut ............
eat lunch wif my family, then watch the "angels & demon" at gurney.....
v usually start our day at nite....
v enjoy our nite at herritage club wif my mum & dad too......

friends??

假期.....
还不是因为假期，我才会坐在这写些我的心情。

我很不喜欢朋友之间有秘密。
既然，
朋友之间还需要隐瞒，那我们真的是朋友吗？
也可能我只是你的玩伴而已。
之前，
看见你被班上的朋友排斥，还以为是他们对你的误解。
原来，
并不是酱简单而已。
你.....
有时真的蛮自私。
只顾自己的玩乐，没有想想你身边的人的感受。
还有.....
请别再介入别人的感情里了。
可能你会说那不是你的错，但你已害不少人了。
难道你很开心吗？
别再自以为是了。
对你有偏见，其实也不是没有道理的。

同班同学，
静下心来，想想的对人的态度吧！！

i hv nw gt back to my normal life......
except from i'm still goin 2 school everyday......
no nid practice 4 d competition........
no nid worry about d show......

long time din updated my blog.....
actually i like writing in chinese more than english....
tat's it explain y i din updated my blog for a long time......
i thk it's d time 2 be more hardworking d......
exam is cuming to d corner......
always watching many of my frens having fun enjoying their college life as usual.....
do i choose d rite way??
or mayb i should oni go to college and complete my study......?
NO.....
i dun want juz like others......
i had make my decision, so i will b responsible to it....
i want go overseas study......i want my life there.......

enjoying my life here....^^
wish u all happy always.....
jz dun live in d past.......bt try to make our own future

nthg to share

changes my style and starts writing in english version?!
nope....
this is just bcoz of my stupid pc.....
hv some problems wif typing in chinese......

holidays is goin to finish....
tmr nid to go back school like usual....
actually~
there were nthg special of my holidays....
so nthg to share about it....
the whole holidays were filled wif many school's activities......
and the damn stupid singing competition practice~
i dont reli like it!!
there are hard to cooperate wif all of you.....
we waste our times to plan and giving out many ideas.....
bt u all jz said "tat is nt reli a good idea"
or may b "we dont thk we can do it"etc.....
hey guys~
if u din try it hw wil u know?
if tat's reli a bad idea, u can oso gv us some suggestion or some better ideas....
nt jz sitting at thr.....
or hang around during d practice......
without cooperation from all of you,
it can't work at all.........
Lastly,
wish you all hv a happy holiday^^